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The Adventure has just begun

Wed Sep 9, 2009, 11:26 PM
Summer is almost over. It's been such an important summer for me, I finally changed the course of my life. I quit Pharmacy after 4 years of study and changed my major to graphic design. Some people think I'm crazy, but others who know me really well are fully aware that it was the most sane decision I've taken in my whole life. I can feel alive again and I'm so excited to start my new major, I always loved art and graphics and now I gave myself the opportunity to make it my profession!

I also triggered some other big changes in my emotional, spiritual and social life. I will hide no more, fear no more and never stop myself from doing what I think is right. After all these years of fear, hurt and hopelessness I found out that I can change it all and transform it to a source of Power, love and Energy.

The journey is still long and there is a lot to do, but I'm conscious, strong and full of Energy and excitement, I know that I can make it right. And of course I wouldn't be able to do all of this if my friends weren't there for me. I'm so grateful to the world that that always offers me opportunities for growth and fullfillment and brought to my life such amazing friends.

The Adventure has just begun ;)

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Bala wala shi
  • Watching: Someone
  • Drinking: Light

:D

Journal Entry: Tue May 12, 2009, 10:10 AM
no uni

no heartaches

a new awesome job

and freaky photoshoots with :iconbeyonme: coming soon :D

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Sacrifice- t.A.T.u
  • Drinking: My tears

Hail to the rain

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 24, 2008, 4:41 AM
We can always wonder
wouldn't it... couldn't it...
shouldn't it be easier than this?
I'll always wonder
what it would be like if...

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Sacrifice- t.A.T.u
  • Drinking: My tears

The Weirdest Days Of My Life

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 14, 2008, 12:56 AM

|Heartbreak|


I broke up with the love of my life who showed me how happy,
dedicated and faithful I can be. Unluckily people do change
sometimes, surprise us and leave us bleeding with no mercy. Our
beautiful memories remain somewhere in the cosmos.. Silhouettes
of us together, our words, our laughs are still there resosnating,
traveling from place to place never fading away.


I thought my life was over when she left, I couldnt stop crying, the ground was breaking under my feet. She was leaving,
I saw it coming and I couldnt do anything about it, she never let me know what was wrong in the first place.. My life isnt over. I feel much better and stronger now but I do feel sad and miss her so bad sometimes. But I’ll be fine, time is a healer they say..


I wanna thank my adorable friend Zooz for always being there for me in happy and tough times and for offering me a new subscription! Love you zooz! I hope you come back soon! I miss you so much!


Zooz -->:iconpersian-b:



  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Strawberry Fields- The beatles
  • Watching: My nails
  • Playing: Hide n Seek

Rainy sunday

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 11, 2007, 1:54 AM

I'm finally updating my journal..

Laziness is killing me.. I had lots of ideas and projects to work on before I came back to beyrouth, started with some of them and never finished them, canceled some and postponed the rest. I am totally disappointed.. I am not even attending my classes at uni! Its time to wake up & stop wasting my time with people that are not even worth it.


I might start attending some painting classes soon. There is that amazing teacher from Louvre school of art giving classes at Fabriano's workshop. I'm trying to get my motivation back..


I've been browsing deviantart photo stock as well and found some amazing stuff to start with for photomanipulation projects. I might create a separate account for my photomanip arwtorks and will be mainly focused on innocence & full of colours :D


I wont surrender to winter!



My other account:

:iconbutterflys-eye: landscape & waterscape photography


Club I created:

:iconi-heart-hellokitty:



  • Mood: Neutral
  • Watching: the screen
  • Playing: with my pretty socks ^^
  • Drinking: some hot chocolate

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